I have been raised with a hetrosexual viewpoint, but still keep in mind childhood crushes on admired girls/teachers and do not rule them out, but am not a sexual being.
Indeed sex seems like a great deal of exercise for a muscle spasm.
I have never had a girl on girl relationship, though I have been assumed to be lesbian by others in the past. At the schhols I went to girls didn't mix much with boys, and after that I have mostly always worked with older women.
I admire and adore a friend met online named Bec. She is awesome. She is also beautiful, intelligent and talented. I would feel inferior in her presence if she were not so lovely. Instead, she makes you feel more ept and enabled and smarter, just being around her.
There is a young lady with a boyish look (a cross of Bec and a boy I was in love with when I was six) who works at the local supermarket.
She crosses all my wires and I stutter like a fool when she serves me.